he's not that him anymore. should i be angry? cry? or sitting at a corner and think of it? who is the one who suffer the most when the person's important someone changed to a stranger and never come back anymore? you know what? it's hard to describe the feeling when someone important to you changed to a stranger to you. scare, fear, anger, sadness all come to you. it's not good to make my friends worry of me. i don't want anyone to worry about me. I'm seriously a failure in acting. the most i should say sorry to is Chan yi ling and Loh yan lin. sorry for making you both so worry about me, especially yi ling. i wont do that anymore, i swear to the god. crying is the best way to release stress but i don't feel good when i was crying. it's hard for me to breathe, my hands wet like i was just came out from the bath room, eyes and nose red as a clown's nose. zi qing whisper to me : 'you looked ugly when you are crying.' yes i know. :/ YOUGETAWAY! DOMO 'RAWR BITEYOU!' thank you peoples, i can totally feel the loves now. :D WHO SAYS only can feel lovely when couple? okay, that's all for today. :) outtostarbucks later. woots woots.

*runnss* GOODBYEE! :D teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.