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Wednesday, January 11, 2012
[teehee connie] : everything has a theend behind @ 3:35 AM
can you see that
first,
sometimes, i feel like im an outsider.
sometimes, i feel like im a goodfriend. when only im useful to you.
now, i feel like a stranger more than a bestfriend.
now, i feel like punching you in face. thats all.
second,
you know, you're making fun in everything of me.
you know, you couldn't handle this. but you are showing that you could. but actually you couldnt.
i hate it when you show me <3 after another while, you show me nothing.
i hate it when you show me nothing and sudden awhile, you show me <3?
yeah, it's really complicated. i bet that everyone has their complicated moment too, right?
i dont feel like staying in this class anymore. peoples there are all so fakes, hiding secrets, act.. this is really terrible.
& boy, i wanna tell you that YOU're not the only guy in my life, there's many out there willing to do everything for me. okay? tearing someone down doesnt make you feel any higher okay? dont make me change my mind. thats all.
yeah i know im very rude today, im sorry.
if its not because of them, i'll live better now. (:
nothing much for today.
byee :)