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Monday, December 26, 2011
[teehee connie] : im not a 24hours non stop laugher anymore. @ 8:49 AM

no, shouldn't be like this. (?) this sign appear in my mind once again.
my 26/12/2011 should be a happy and wonderful day, if i didnt see him.
i regret of going there, i regret of looking at you, i regret of see-ing you, i regret to know you.
if time can reverse and i know this might happen, i swear i wont go. i dont f*cking care isn't it you purpose or not, i just to dont hope to see your face again and my heart tremble again. enough of hurting people, enough of pulling me down. my life can reluctantly go with the past in a cheerful way after we brokeup, before i saw you. why? was trying to ignore, trying to avoid you. why cant you let me? do you really enjoy watching me torturing myself because of you? or you're proud of yourself that can make a girl that fall for you so deeply until she cant stand up on the mud?
im always afraid i would coincidentally met you at somewhere because.. i'll think that.. god is giving me a chance to be back with you .. giving me a chance to patch up. stop mentally torturing me. yes, it's not hurting my skin but you're hurting my inner. you know, knife stabbing on your skin is not as painful and hurtful as you watching it bleed. its true..
not putting any hopes, not rising any hopes, not watching. i'll be standing on where im supposed to be. cooling down my heart. so now, connie, you're back to who you were. no worries. :)
no goodnight no running for today. only bye. :)

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CONNIE.
it's a meaningful name for me.
if i can make a person a smile to live happy,
i would like to put a smile on my face every day.
that's it.
Connie Lee

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