somehow I think home is just a place for me to sleep, to have a rest and just this. seriously, now i think even an outsider is standing higher than me in my home. home, a shelter that can warm us, protect us and giving sense of security. sorry, i dont feel any of it. what position am i? i dont know. everybody can point at me, laugh at me, shout at me, scold me, order me even when im home. yes, it's a real hurt when you doesn't think that you are a person at home. nothing much to talk about it. if im continue-ing this, it would be a real long story. (: