(?) i hope this sign will no longer survive in my life and it disappears suddenly.

boy, let me get you right to set that you love me or let me go.
why cant you give me a chance? or why don't you burn me up? so that im not here to blame anyone.
you went and talked loudly to everyone that the guy likes me, do you think it is a dumb way? moreover, as you say so, im your ex not your girlfriend so why are you doing such a thing? to grab someone's attention or getting jealous or are you trying to drive away all the guys beside me? you got no authority to do that because you were the one who ask for break up and you were the one who flying and passing by all the girls around you and leaving your loves. what if i went to your so-called 'normal girl-friendssssssss' and shout to everyone that 'THAT GIRL WANTS TO KAO YOU?' you the one who called me not to involve in your life then WHY?! why are you still doing such a thing that make me feel that there is still a glimmer of hope when i was trying my hard to forget about you? stop being a jerk and playing peoples around you. appreciation, do you actually know what's the meaning of that? did you appreciate me? will you? if you still loves me, just come and speak it out and not there doing something to hurt me more. or if you don't THEN STOP DOING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING PLEASE. i beg you. you make me life .... became so dead. you know? im scared the every message you sent me, i scared to open it and saw something that im dont want. stop giving me so many question marks, im tired of finding the answers. you know? i need a lot of courage to do that, to hold my breath and walk and figure it out all by myself.

feel better after speak it all out.
time to study. :/ goodbye. and good luck to all the form3's :D PMR is coming in just the 2days time.
HAVE TO STUDY HARD. not going to sleep TONIGHT. no im just joking. okay bye.
im gonna study until I MAD.
like how they were.