now i know, you would rather talk with a girl a normal girl than replying me a message that i was waiting. i think... everyone here can almost feel my heart than him. yiling, zi qing, yan lin. thanks for listening to my heart and see-ing it bleeding while i was curing. even they can feel my pain. even they will listen to me. even they cry for me but just except of you. my heart is still bleeding.. do you know that? my heart is that you personally USED A KNIFE AND SLOWLY HARDLY STAB INTO IT! my heart broken when i was listened to how you talk to me. when i saw how you do to me. when i touch your heart but i cant feel anything from you to me. can i have a break time now? i need some rest.. i'm tired.. i value everything especially your love to me but you dont seems the one.. i'm sorry that i loved a wrong person.

i'm scared to hold my phone and click into your message.. i'm scared watching it from a lovely him to a cruel him. a stranger. the fire in my heart has already turned off. so can you respect me when i'm trying to pretend nothing is happening, everything is fine?