sorry for not posting yesterday, not feeling well since yesterday :(

im glad to know that you are okay, you dont feel any regret. no regret is always better than you do right? im glad to know an answer from you that i have seek for it like so long. i don't think that it's a glorious thing that you break with your ex because of another girl. it's shame as you dont think it is. i have told you that im trying to move on, yes, you were glad to hear that but why? why are you scolding me after what i told you? you liked the girl, i supporting you, cheer you to go ahead. im not acting cool, if i still like you, i wont send you such messages that is hurting myself. i dont feel any pain after that message just scared for i dont know what reason. i told you that i will never give up on you last time but doesn't mean that now i cant say im already okay with it, i used to your doesnt exist. im just learning from you, i love you last time doesnt mean now, this moment im still with you. this is what you taught me. the reason why im still like you even after breakup is because all i thought was my wrong, i did wrong, i was blaming myself all the time but actually all was just i thought. after you told me the reason why you leave me, i can totally know that im wrong from the beginning until now i was just fooled by you. after so many days didnt text you, the feeling and sadness following the time passing. i am very grateful to you that has brought me here to remarks about this. thank you :) 








so sick now, flu headache body-ache ulcer all comes through me after exam. damn it wei. i need some rest now althought i just woke up. :P 
and thanks to the guy that cheer me up. the one who goes and tell the person how much they love her is always a loser than a guy that is taking action by cheering them up. :) byeebyee.